More Waiting

How did we get here? What happened to bring about this great chism in our relationship? I know that choices were made. Things that I wish I could go back and change. I should have chosen a different homeschool option. I should have questioned things more closely. I should have been stronger about keeping tabs on my kids. I should have said "No, you may not do that." But you can't go back in time and change how you would do things. You get only one chance and once that chance is over, it is absolutely over. God promises to redeem the year that the locusts have eaten, but He doesn't say when and He doesn't say how. We just have to wait. More waiting.